BillyCrystalMeth

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[–] [email protected] 3 points 1 day ago

Thanks! I am glad to hear your daughter has been getting help!

You provide a nice perspective, but I don't think it applies in my situation. I feel I am coming from the opposite way. I have been getting a lot of help for my bipolar illness, and I also went to a therapist for two years for general help with life. And it is through this process I have become healthy enough to see that there is something else going on here, which was previously masked by bipolar and shitty life situation

[–] [email protected] 3 points 1 day ago

Depends on the help I guess. Not to discredit your experience. The help I got for bipolar had been immensely helpful for me. Maybe even life-saving. But when I was asking for help I had hit rock bottom. So it was easier getting help from the system, as I was prioritized.

I have no problem being weird or accepting who I am. I do have struggles that impact very practical things in my life. Making life quite hard

[–] [email protected] 2 points 1 day ago

Nice, I'll think I will try out omega supplements actually. Nice tip. I have friends with ADHD and from the outside, they are light and day on/off meds

[–] [email protected] 3 points 1 day ago

I see where you are coming from, but the private clinics charge in advance. No-show means that the money is gone. I don't have that kind of cash to squander. In the public sector, if you don't show up, you will just get discharged.

[–] [email protected] 5 points 1 day ago (1 children)

Thanks for the reply, really appreciate it!

Even though the healthcare system (especially for mental health) is a bit fucked here, I do imagine this to be a true nightmare in the US. I'm feeling for you!

Yeah thanks. I have written four pages in my diary, focusing on stuff not related to bipolar and how these symptoms are fucking with my day to day life. And how this is not sustainable over time. Amongst other things. So I hope I am able to get that through to the therapist.

[–] [email protected] 5 points 1 day ago

2700 is for all the hours required in total. Basically a "package deal".

The private clinics here either charges per the hour, but the total is higher. Or you get these packages which are higher upfront, but cheaper total. I didn't go for the cheapest place I could find, but not the most expensive either. They got a good reputation. The total prices here for a full ADHD evaluation and medication is around $1500-4000

 

Starting ADHD evaluation for the second time next week. I am really stressed out because this is basically my last shot. I am pretty confident that I have ADHD, but since I also have bipolar, they are just assuming that whatever symptom I am experiencing must be that.

I've been through public healthcare where they discharged me after the intake conversation, because they regard me as too high functioning (did good in school and have a job) and they don't have the capacity. So no help there unless I run my life into the ground. Got declined by my health insurance because they have a clause in fine print saying they don't cover ADHD. So now I am paying out of pocket, blasting most of my savings. The price tag is around $2700. If they discharge me because they think I don't have it, it will "only" be $1900 though.

So now I am stressed out, worried I am just throwing my money out the window. And that I am just wrong. If this doesn't pan out, I don't know what I'll do.

Not really looking for any advice (but they are welcome), just wanted to vent a little.

[–] [email protected] 1 points 1 day ago

I'm using Kitty. Kitten ssh is smooth as I ssh into other machines a lot. I also love being able to split the screen and have tabs. I use Kitty session a lot, I have a pre-configured yaml file that just sets up the terminal for me. I like the keyboard shortcuts too.

[–] [email protected] 6 points 3 days ago

This reminds me of a Viagra Boys song

[–] [email protected] 2 points 4 days ago (1 children)

Ksnip does the trick for me

[–] [email protected] 2 points 6 days ago

Feels like I am one of few who loved it. It is in no way a 10/10 game, and it leaves a lot to be desired. However, the story was so good that I was able to look past all that. For me it felt like a mashup of New Vegas, Borderlands and Mass Effect. Set in a dystopian capitalist hellscape in space