You will be prettier than Princess Peach 
Or you're already there 
AshenWolf
joined 7 months ago
I know I've been doing this for a year, and this is the question of one who's been doing this for a week, but what gender-affirming stuff can I do? I really need to get back to taking care of myself in some sort of way, and I don't have energy to do much, but I really need to try.
cw: dysphoria, anxiety, depression
I really need to get better, because I hurt. My anxiety was already a mess, and I was feeling particularly depressed, and my dysphoria has been worse and hasn't really gotten better (I feel like I'm backsliding in that regard, I look and feel disgusting). Now though, I see one thing, and I did have some body dysphoria I feel like, but it was the kind of thing where it wasn't a priority, and I felt like it would depend on that partners might want. Anyways, I see this thing, and it sets me off, and now it's really bad, and I can't get it to go away.
I have work to do this week and I'm struggling to get it done, this is all really so overwhelming. I really just want to lie in bed and sleep it all off, probably while wishing I had someone there with me because I've been feeling really lonely again. I was genuinely excited to make a mega post on my coming-out tranniversary, and how much I've done, and how much better things are now. I can probably still do that, it's just now I have the looming context of this. I really hope this goes away by then. I love how I'm thinking about a megathread post and not myself.
https://citron-emu.org/ is a pretty good Yuzu fork that's actually receiving changes and updates so that it runs better and plays newer games.
Team Magma moment
Change Pt. 1 (the end of Deadman) though 
Making a local trans matrix space as a bit and seeing who joins 
(I have been waiting 500 years)
Looking into trans groups in my region is just like: "here's one gay bar** in distant city, idk that's all I got there really isn't much to do here".
Edit: I should clarify, everything I put in quotes is roughly what websites tend to say, I'm not just saying those are my thoughts.
Society is making me become the organizer, and I don't know for the life of me how to organize. I even caved (since I had already), and looked to see if there were any regional trans discords. Absolutely nothing. I am now convinced that trans people actually do not exist here, and that I am an enigma in the face of some sort of anti-trans weapon of mass psychological destruction.
Another edit: I hate discord with a burning passion, but I already had to create an account for something, so I checked.
**Best part is that I would absolutely hate a bar, and would choose not going even if it was my only option 
spoiler
Singing is especially rough to me, I'm so sorry 
. I hope you're feeling a bit better today.
So am I, the people of Xenoblade Chronicles X should call me Ms BLADE more often
Got called "Ms" in a game and had one of those moments where I'm like "yeah, I'm a girl". Being a girl is pretty damn great!
All my spoons... gone!