Angel

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[–] Angel@hexbear.net 5 points 11 hours ago* (last edited 8 hours ago)

I mixed an acoustic version of this one for fun!

Right here!

[–] Angel@hexbear.net 1 points 12 hours ago
[–] Angel@hexbear.net 3 points 13 hours ago* (last edited 13 hours ago)

Already got a good deal more of this done!

Decided to throw in some wah bass at around 1:26!

[–] Angel@hexbear.net 7 points 14 hours ago (1 children)

I'm seeing so many of my fellow Black people on that "this is what they voted for" shit angery

 

$10 to get more groceries would stop be appreciated as well.

If you wish to help any amount, I have Cash App ($QuingCrimson), and I also have Venmo, Zelle, and Paypal (Acquire through DM).

Thank you heart-sickle

[–] Angel@hexbear.net 7 points 1 day ago

I've been thinking about my first ever partner a lot, and I miss her.

I'm not gonna get into the whole story behind us, so to keep it short: I met her early on in college. We connected really well over the fact that we found out that we're both Black and into metal. She was the only Black person I've ever dated, and I think that's why she's been on my mind a lot as of late.

As some of you may know, my dating pool is already very small due to some non-negotiable concerns about personal values. For this reason, I didn't think I was ever gonna feel to racially restrict it, but I cannot see myself ever entertaining a relationship with another non-Black person again.

I've become increasingly scared of people who do not truly understand the Black experience, but with that, I've been taking a lot more pride in my Blackness and really find it crucial to seek solidarity with other Black people.

Of course, no amount of introspection and questioning of anti-Black conditioning can ever make a non-Black person truly understand the Black experience and why it can be so damn important for us to be understood by other Black people, especially in a deeply intimate setting.

Intersectionality makes it even more rough. My relationship with this person wasn't just a Black relationship—it was a queer Black relationship, and that makes it hit hard. That level of understanding and connection is so valuable.

When I'm ready (which I will consider myself once I finally achieve some fucking job stability), I will get out there and try to meet more Black queer people. I don't ever intend on dating another non-Black person ever again.

As far as my non-negotiable values go, I'm gonna play things by ear. Really, what's most important to me is finding a Black queer who has at least these two things in common with me upfront: radical and vegan. The other things? Well, they can be discussed and talked through so I could get an idea of what they think about them, but hell, the thing is that I'm not necessarily just looking for long-term or even specifically romantic, really. Having that connection with another Black queer will be important regardless, and even if they're incompatible with me long-term, I'll definitely value getting to know them.

I'd take being single my whole life over entertaining a romantic relationship with a white person ever again.

[–] Angel@hexbear.net 5 points 1 day ago* (last edited 1 day ago)

I threw away the last track I was working on and started fresh on another one.

This one has a happier vibe and opens with a drum solo!

I realized the last one wasn't working so well for me because I tried to structure it around a concept I previously developed. I'm far more vibes-based in how I write music than one might think, so when I try to stick to a certain concept instead of just letting the heart do what it does, I find it goes worse for me.

This is track #8 out of 9. After I finish this, the last track I'll work on for the debut will be a shorter one (likely no more than 3 minutes). I will focus more on structuring vocal arrangements and lyrics next.

Edit: Also, unlike many other things I've written, what I got so far here is entirely in 4/4. Shocking, I know.

 

Hey!

I just need 20 USD to get more groceries. 🥺👉👈

Of course, I'll keep this post updated.

Thank you all so much.

My Cash App is $QuingCrimson, and I also have Zelle, PayPal, and Venmo. DM me for any of those 3.

Love all of you who have been there for me in whatever way you can. 🫶🏿

 

Hey!

I just need 20 USD to get more groceries. 🥺👉👈

Of course, I'll keep this post updated.

Thank you all so much.

My Cash App is $QuingCrimson, and I also have Zelle, PayPal, and Venmo. DM me for any of those 3.

Love all of you who have been there for me in whatever way you can. 🫶🏿

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submitted 3 days ago* (last edited 3 days ago) by Angel@hexbear.net to c/mutual_aid@hexbear.net
 

Hey!

I just need 20 USD to get more groceries. 🥺👉👈

Of course, I'll keep this post updated.

Thank you all so much.

My Cash App is $QuingCrimson, and I also have Zelle, PayPal, and Venmo. DM me for any of those 3.

Love all of you who have been there for me in whatever way you can. 🫶🏿

 

I got quite a lot of time, but I wanted to just start getting this out, especially since time can fly sometimes.

If you wish to help any amount, I have Cash App ($QuingCrimson), and I also have Venmo, Zelle, and Paypal (Acquire through DM).

 

I got quite a lot of time, but I wanted to just start getting this out, especially since time can fly sometimes.

If you wish to help any amount, I have Cash App ($QuingCrimson), and I also have Venmo, Zelle, and Paypal (Acquire through DM).

 

I got quite a lot of time, but I wanted to just start getting this out, especially since time can fly sometimes.

If you wish to help any amount, I have Cash App ($QuingCrimson), and I also have Venmo, Zelle, and Paypal (Acquire through DM).

Also, shout out to the obsessive fan of mine who keeps making a new account just to express frustration with my mutual aid posts. I love you! badeline-heh

And I love the rest of you who support (unironically this time). 🫶🏿

 

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I got an alert from my ISP, but the grace period is there until the 13th, so I'm tryna chill.

I'd need $200 by the 13th, which is quite a while from now, but I figure I'd get the word out sooner

My Cash App is $QuingCrimson, and I also have Zelle, PayPal, and Venmo. DM me for any of those 3.

Love all of you who have been there for me in whatever way you can. 🫶🏿

 

I got an alert from my ISP, but the grace period is there until the 13th, so I'm tryna chill.

I'd need $200 by the 13th, which is quite a while from now, but I figure I'd get the word out sooner

My Cash App is $QuingCrimson, and I also have Zelle, PayPal, and Venmo. DM me for any of those 3.

Love all of you who have been there for me in whatever way you can. 🫶🏿

Update: I initially just needed $150, but I updated $200 because I have to repay some money I borrowed as times are rough. Thank you for any understanding.

The comrade who helped me with groceries gave more than I initially asked so I put some towards this goal.

 

(not my pic)

Honestly, it's one of my favorite foods. I'll eat a portobello mushroom in just about anyway. I love the burgers, stuffed mushroom ideas like you see in this picture, eating them in pasta, on top of pizza, and in any kind of sandwich, really. Sometimes, for sandwiches, I'll slice them super thin and have them imitate deli slices in a way. I add hummus, nooch, and seeds for more flavor and protein, and I like to use crunchy vegetables like peppers and onions (I typically eat them raw with my mushrooms to keep them very crunchy). If I add leafy greens, arugula is my go-to.

 

I got an alert from my ISP, but the grace period is there until the 13th, so I'm tryna chill.

I'd need $200 by the 13th, which is quite a while from now, but I figure I'd get the word out sooner

My Cash App is $QuingCrimson, and I also have Zelle, PayPal, and Venmo. DM me for any of those 3.

Love all of you who have been there for me in whatever way you can. 🫶🏿

Update: I initially just needed $150, but I updated $200 because I have to repay some money I borrowed as times are rough. Thank you for any understanding.

The comrade who helped me with groceries gave more than I initially asked so I put some towards this goal.

 

Didn't wanna post again today, but I just need to get more of this. It's basically all I live off of, but I go through it quicker than I expect.

My Cash App is $QuingCrimson, and I also have Zelle, PayPal, and Venmo. DM me for any of those 3.

Love all of you who have been there for me in whatever way you can. 🫶🏿

I can't stress how much it means. It really, really is so useful.

UPDATE: COVERED!!! TY

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