Fascists and liberals, ~~eternal allies~~ literally the same people

Now, you've just got jumped on a lot, but from your post history you're clearly not a throwaway troll account, and if you're an ex-Jehovah's Witness (my sympathies by the way) then you've already broken out of one all-pervading worldview so I believe you can break out of another, that of liberal capitalist realism. If you have the slightest interest in trying then I implore you to read even just some of this book, Blackshirts and Reds: Rational Fascism and the Overthrow of Communism by Michael Parenti. It's an excellent starting point for understanding what fascism really is, especially in relation to communism and 'liberal' capitalism.