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What made you want to be political in your preteens in the first place, if you can remember without doxxing yourself
My dad died suddenly before my eyes when I was a preteen, and I partly blamed both myself and the paramedics for his death — and his death also completely changed the internal dynamics of my family for the worse. That was I think the main thing that pushed me towards politics at a young age, whether it be dedicating myself to helping others to make up for my "failure" to save my dad's life, or being distrustful of the government because I'd convinced myself the paramedics could've saved him if they'd received "better training", or simply believing that I had to "act like a grown-up" to compensate for my dad's absence, et cetera.
Then at the same time, I was also an autistic second-generation immigrant; I was starting at a new school with a new schedule, and losing touch of my handful of old friends; I was reaching an age where my gender and sexuality troubles were first starting to manifest; and I had unfettered Internet access. This meant that I just generally had a lot on my plate and a lot of opportunities to become a political chunibyo: making believe as a reaction to a situation I'd been thrown into with neither theory nor agency.
Probably should have asked this immediately but what does chunibyo mean?
—Opening narration of Love, Chunibyo & Other Delusions (English dub)
If you'd like to know more, TV Tropes' page is a pretty good basic overview of what chunibyo is. But yeah, in short, I'm basically saying that I was literally acting like a cartoon archetype of a preteen or teenager who can't tell their elaborate fantasy world from reality: Sometimes a chunibyo wears an eyepatch and color contacts, and talks with full sincerity of possessing the secret magic powers of the Eye of the Wicked Lord... And sometimes a chunibyo proclaims herself the leader of a New Revolutionary Movement which will overthrow the shackles of the current order, and decorates her room (sorry, "base of operations") with flags made of colored pencil on A4 paper.
Oh, we used to encounter a lot of these types at magic the gathering events