cross-posted from: https://lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/27636269
Kitty and 3,4-Methylenedioxymethamphetarule
I just need to portray how incredibly intelligent I am:
- Take hypersocial substance in a solo setting
- ...
- Three (oh God)
- Become hypersocial
- Holy fuck I love everyone I need to talk to everyone (it's after midnight) :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3--
What did you think was going to happen you stupid fucking foxyeen boygirl creature thing (talked to my father for 2 hours)
Anyways, I'm planting flowers in my room, look forward to seeing how that goes. Here's a cat for your trouble.
My parents know I'm something of a substance expert. They used to be anti-drug, until I demonstrated maturity in use. They know pretty much everything, and my father even took me on a hike while I was on 200μg of LSD, 100mg of MDMA, and a 50mg edible. I vaped DMT during the peak.
Not your average substance user. I even had upper body spasms during the DMT session due to low magnesium, and somehow managed to tell my father the spasms would pass--bit of a scare.
Forget sober sitters--I'm literally a sitter of sober people.
I've mastered keeping my cool (salvia floored me, but that was an accident so it doesn't count). I can even be in public with no suspicion (that was the LSD/MDMA/THC trip). Closing in on 4 years of an impressive track record.
They enjoy my discussion--I get very clever, and very sweet. Especially on MDMA.
I enjoy life to the fullest extent possible. I'm also healthy. They couldn't argue.
Love to see the positivity and that you're a good role model for what drug use can look like!
That picture is hella scenic, making me look forward to my upcoming camping trip 🤩
I've tripped a bunch but I almost always get couch-locked and I struggle to express myself. I get stuck in thought loops and lose track of my conversation halfway through a sentence, I've always been impressed with adventure trippers LMAO
When you walk, you focus less on your thoughts, and more on your surrounding environment. For me, it's almost like I become an animal--but capable of speech. I'll become observational, and focus on my movement, with few thoughts. I consider this a part of my therian identity--I also begin to glance around and tilt my head similarly to an animal. That's just me, but everyone should do their best to embrace what just feels right.
Indeed, I also lose track of what I'm saying quite frequently. I don't feel bad about it, since it's natural. I'll simply say "I forgot what I was saying", see if the other person remembers, and carry on with something else if the subject is lost. It's bound to happen when the brain is under such load.
Try simply sitting outside, and meditate. Practice mindfulness--observing thoughts, instead of trying to engage with them. Eventually, thought loops are likely to become less common. I did this with DMT yesterday, and found it to be quite a successful excercise.
I've gone from rolling on the couch shouting "DUUUUUUUUUUUUDE" for 3+ hours on 50μg, to full, intelligent conversation on 150μg/300mg LSDXM. Have faith in your ability--practice makes permanent.