doomer

Everything is boring, slop or a passing fad. Every thing I'm good at is not good enough to make cash so It leads to me getting burnt out while trying to improve. I've just been feeling useless and unhireble.

The student movement in my country (Serbia) has been nothing but a unserious college party rather than an actual "rebellious movement". So I'm probably losing my first year due to the blockades going on for more than half a year. Doesn't help that I'm from a village so I don't relate much to city students but that's probably some class interest shit. My org is doing kinda slow since the students kinda took over everything pretty quickly. So there's not much we can do there since the students embraced the liberal brainworms.

Also don't want to vent much about It but I don't really have any friends irl. I feel like everyone just moved on with their lives without me. I only got like one friend who checks in on me but eh I feel like a burden so I don't really bother asking out to hang out much.

Only good thing that happened to me so far is I'm going to driving school and I passed the first part, that being the theory test. So I got the practical test left to do. That's about It really.